Day 17 & 18

I would first like to apologize to all of my followers and fans, (hahaha ok Paul) that it has been a couple days since my last post...

There are many different types of warfare; conventional, nuclear, biological, chemical, radiological, cyber, but quite possibly the most difficult type of warfare to understand is "mental warfare".  Mental warfare is the distortion of the enemy's perception of reality through disinformation, ambiguous posturing, and/or severing of the communication/information infrastructure.  It seems that Big Fred is a master of mental warfare.  All week I have been vowing to get up in the early AM to carry out the physical punishments on Big Fred, but each day he has successfully stopped me.  But nonetheless I still have carried out these physical torture regiments 3 times this week!  But my goal for next week is to spend a little more time with Mr. Big Fred... if you know what I mean ;-)

I feel like I need to lower the amount of nutrition that Big Fred gets... but I am not sure that it would be the right thing to do at this point.  He basically is fed one homemade low Cal breakfast sandwich (egg, cheese, ham, on wheat bread... total WW pts. = 10) and for lunch he gets either string cheese/fruit or sometimes chicken on wheat crackers (WW pts. = 4) and random small dinners consisting or veggies, chicken, low carb wheat pastas.  So I know he is getting enough nutrition, but it might just be right on the boarder of too little and just right.  Plus he is forced to consume massive amounts of water, typically 1.5-2 gallons a day.  So I think I will leave him where he is at for now, until I start killing off more of him.

"One day you will take a fork in the road, and you’re going to have to make a decision about which direction you want to go. If you go one way, you can be somebody. And in life there is often a roll call, that’s when you have to make a decision: to be or to do.”